Lying on the cold floor, with heart drenched.
Drenched with the sentiment of guilt.
Utter bitterness was all I felt.
Eating deep into my bones.
Piercing endlessly into my veins.
Contracting my bone muscles.
Leaving me in a hopeless state.
My spirit feeling heavy.
My body soaked in the pool of shame and rue.
Felt nothing more but my soul in total darkness and pain.
Wishing I never gave in.
My soul wailing and lamenting
"FOR HOW LONG"
How long With it continue
How long will this go on.
How long will my spirit continually be grieved.
Crying and whining on the cold cemented floor.
Feeling hundred metres apart from HIM.
Thwarted, after loosing 77 times 7.
Crying and begging for HIS mercy.
Wailing and lamenting on the cold floor.
My soul in anguish.
O LORD, FOR HOW LONG?